Crew Member Shares Depression After ‘Tsunami of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also featured well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, recalling a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the period after the landing.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her pioneering work fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
In the time since achieving her goal, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the supporters whose support pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She noted that amid the criticism, considerable good had come out of the experience, such as spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also included leaders in various fields.
The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.